I remember that there was an impressive entry in Silvi’s diary long time ago. It was about some words from Noel that everyone is born to act as a specific character in the world and you’ve to be responsible for that. I can’t really remember the exact wordings.

Indeed I’ve once trapped into the dilemma she faced, envying the life of others whose beliefs are actually opposing mine. I do agree that it might be even more painful to change in that way, yet ain’t I in pain now? What so sarcastic is that I probably won’t change in that way. Is that fate? Is that my fate to suffer from all kinds of misfortune when I’m already at the bottom?

Last night when I was at the worst time, I received some “eprops” and foul language from whom I totally don’t know. When I clicked into the site it was an awful sex photo and I discovered that this guy had spammed quite a number of xangas. Though blacklisted him, I still can’t delete the “eprop” at the moment. So friends, remember not to click the into someone called “goatsee4lyfe”. Yes, he has posted in a number of xangas, but why me?

Samuel, Kuji, Doug…I really want to talk to you guys like what we did in the past. Friends, what kinda character am I?

I recall an interesting phrase coined by my friend “共患難而不能共富貴”